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FROM THERAPY
01:25
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Shoutout to my therapist
Who I guess I missed
Several of my last appointments with...
A weight has been lifted
But it went through my heart
You think you’re at the finish line
You’re just at the start
A weight has been lifted
But it went through my wound
It’s reopened and bloody
Doesn’t mean a thing to you
A weight has been lifted
But it left me all bruised
I feel kinda crazy
You poisoned the truth
You left me confused
Who you gunna believe
Your lyin' eyes or me
A weight has been lifted
But what the fuck is that gunna do
I’m free to be
Wild in the streets
Except I’m still just home
Thinkin’ of you
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FREE T.V.
01:21
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Why would I be upset
I didn’t do anything that I regret
I mean I know it’s the outcome
Because how come
I thought we were the best
The memories obscured
that’s the word with Perd
Alone at home again
watching Parks n Rec again
It’s actually absurd
Oversaturated with shows
But isn’t that how it goes
There’s new things at my fingertips
But I still go to those
That make me feel safe, stuck in the past
Instead of getting off my ass
And giving someone - I mean - something else a chance
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FAKE TRAVEL
01:22
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Love is purple haze, man
It just fades, man
It’s just a phase, man
I see you looking at photos
Of places you want to see
Thinking leaving and escaping
Are synonymous with free
Not knowing wherever you go is exactly where you’ll be
But I s’pose that’s fine with you
S'long as it’s not with me
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FORMER TENANT
01:38
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No more crying about you in parking lots
No more renting space inside my thoughts
You’re the former tenant of my mind
No ones moved in yet, still up a vacancy sign
Curious buyers, but no applicants
Some mail of yours gets sent here by accident
And with no forwarding address I build a collection
Of Tormented memories of my recollection
It’s a best hit curated selection
With no seemingly thought out, direction
Like how when you would laugh, it made you laugh harder
It leaves me with feelings of great ardor
This room is empty, 3D projections
Of happy days and painful rejections
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5. |
FIGURING THINGS
02:03
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I'm trying my best to handle this
Without fully depending on cannabis
Love doesn't last in Los Angeles
But it didn't in Oakland
It didn't either in San Francisco
Maybe I just gotta focus
Maybe I should keep on smokin'
I wont rabbit hole i wont assume
I wont fall apart while you bloom
Truth is I don't know your truth
And that ain't on me thats on you
But thats not your job
Thats just my loss
That’s just another L
for under my belt
I think about what i’m not
I think about what i want
I Never think enough
about what I’ve got
I don't need to know your objective
You don't have to use your perspective as leverage
I’m already sexless and restless
And you won, have fun
Sometimes the narrative doesn't make sense
Sometimes they're for real when it feels pretend
Sometimes you gotta just live and let live
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6. |
FILLING TIME
00:55
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FEELY TOUCHY
01:23
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When our insides freeze over
And everything feels colder
We heat up with your legs perched over my shoulders
Blood drains from my brain, you pound on my chest
I feel teeth ripping through my neck
I crack my toes when my legs go numb
I can't contain
When you scream my name
I feel it now
I feel it when I'm feeling down
I feel you now
I feel it when you're going down
I want to bite your nose
And suck on your toes
Lick your eyeballs
I want you to crush my skull
Wear your teeth like jewelry
Drink from your belly button
Hole in one
Putt puttin'
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8. |
FUCK THAT
01:12
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I didn’t know what i know now then
Gotta look back with compassion
You wear your self care like it's fashion
About to cash in
Everything you consist of
Even what you made up
Lookin’ good love
Alright, yeah, alright
I like to sing when I drive
Cook with my friends
Movies when I’m high
Hike on the weekends
Music when it’s live
Following trends
Girl pass me by
Making amends
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